Tuesday, June 19, 2012

My 10th Grade Report Card (2nd Semester)…




Well got my report card last week, but I was too lazy to take a decent picture and post it. I’m not going to lie about how I feel about my report card, I don’t like it. The only reason why I don’t like it is because I got a 89 in Accelerated Math II. I’ve had the same teacher since the beginning of 9th grade (Accelerated Math I) and I have only gotten one A in her class, which was a 91. Each time I get an 89, I’m mad because we round up our grades from 89.45 to 89.99 to a 90. I’ve gotten an 89.26 and 89.36 and I’ve been mad because I didn’t get an extra point or two on tests to be able to push it up to at least an 89.45.  I can’t blame my teacher, it was my choice not to study harder to get better grades. I feel like the asshole in me is coming out because I’m complaining about not getting an extra few tenths of a point on my grade to get an A in the class, while others would just be thankful to get a C or D in the class.
    Though Math II grade was the lowest, it wasn’t the hardest class. Chemistry was. I had to work hard for that grade. The teacher was awesome, but the subject was hell. I was the only African American to get an A in the class both semesters. Next year, I scheduled to take AP Chemistry with the same teacher, so it may be very stressful for my life beginning in August, I’m just glad I didn’t fail any of my classes.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Dental School Debt…


Just read on the Student Doctor Network (http://forums.studentdoctor.net/showthread.php?t=898902) that some people have accrued debt that has matched or even eclipsed than physicians. Some are reporting they are going to accrue debt over 400k. Well if that prospect seems to happen to most other people in the future, which I believe it will, then that means no dental school for me. That means a 1/3 of my previous post isn’t relevant anymore within only a few hours. Just more of a reason to do good in school, go to medical school, succeed, and match into a competitive specialty that I love and can have a doable lifestyle I want.
-Samuel

Pharmacy School, Dentistry School, & Optometry School…

I just realized that during undergraduate school, if I believe medical school isn’t for me but still want to be in the medical field, but not be a nurse, I can still try to become a pharmacist, dentist, or optometrist. Sadly, pharmacy in its current state is supposedly oversaturated with graduate students looking for jobs. Optometrist usually start their own practice, people are saying that $50,000 in student loans are not worth the education, and they can’t actually operate on the eye, except . This is were opthamologists come in, which you have to go to medical school to do. Finally there are dentist, Dentistry seems like it is doing the best currently. Though dentistry schools are almost cost twice in tuition than optometry schools. Hopefully I don’t have to choose between the three and still decide to go to medical school by the end of my undergraduate schooling.


-Samuel

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Looking For A New House…


Currently, my family is trying to move to a different house before summer is up. We really want to be within a mile of my high school, so I can walk to school. Sadly it is hard enough to find a house that is within range to even ride the bus to my current high school. I see why so many people just get tired from looking for a house, let alone pack up and move. This is a great way I’m spending my summer. *sarcasm* ( ¬_¬)
-Samuel

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Not Liking Myself…


Well, probably a lot of people go through this throughout their lives, but I really hate myself. I don’t like anything about me. I don’t even like my sense of humor or my level of intelligence, which are my biggest attributes. What I hate the most about me is my looks. Sad, but it’s true. I don’t like how I look. I don’t even like it enough to put a current picture of myself on this blog, but put a picture of me as a young child. It’s sad, in my opinion. I could do things, such as exercise and eating healthier, but I don’t have the motivation too. I’m just in the mindset of it’s not going to work. I should be happy that I’m alive, but I’m not living the way I want to. I want to have a good childhood and teenage years, but I never will. In the future when I’m asked by others or my future kids if I had wonderful youth years, I’m going to say no. I didn’t. I wish I could go back in the past and change things, but I can’t. This is why I looking into weight loss surgery, specifically the duodenal switch, for the future. I’m hoping to get it done during college. So may see it as an easy way out, but if you research about the duodenal switch it isn’t. This is why I wish and want to look like a Jackson Avery or Lenny Kravitz when I get older. You can always dream…
-Samuel

Friday, June 15, 2012

Song Of The Week…

I decided I should start doing a Song Of The Week so people can understand me more by knowing which songs I like,. Well this week it is OneRepublic’s All This Time. It is a beautiful song. It reminds me off a the type of song you would play at a wedding. I constantly listen to it for some reason.



Just Watched Ivy Dreams…




I just finished watching a T.V. show called Ivy Dreams. It is a documentary following four Asian American students throughout their senior year as they try their best to get accepted by Ivy League schools. It is a good documentary, but it displays the stereotypes of Asian parents for the most part. The stereotypes in my school is that Asians are the smartest in the school, are going to be doctors, lawyers, etc, and go to Ivy Leagues. Well the series confirmed some of the stereotypes, but not every Asian follows it. 
However, art my school, it’s not so true for my Asian friends. All their parents care about is that they don’t fail their classes and get accepted to college. They don’t want them to Ivy Leagues because they don’t want them to move far away, which is a stereotype but is cliche since the stereotype of parents wanting their child to go to Ivy League school, and they don’t want to spend so much money for them. So here, in Georgia, they push for Georgia Tech, Georgia State, and Emory University.
With me being African-american and colleges seeming to want more African-Americans, I guess I set my goals higher than them. I want to leave the South and go to school in the North. I have the grades to get into big colleges, but I would still need more to set me apart. Like in the documentary, one of the girls said that her mom said that your application is the beginning process of selling yourself to colleges. You can’t be ordinary, but you have to be extraordinary. I know this is a mess of a post, but Grey’s Anatomy is coming on so I go to go!
-Samuel
P.S: Here is the link to the documentary broken up into 10 parts on Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2AD19262E93ABE95&feature=playlist-comment

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Grey's Anatomy Season 5 Finale...


I’m already making another post, let alone another Grey’s Anatomy post, in less than 24 hours. Well continuing on how I want my life like Grey’s Anatomy, again minus a hospital massacre, death of friends, and being cheated on in a relationship, I believe I may never risk my own life for someone else. I know its cliche since I want to be a physician and save others life, but I don’t. What George did in the last two episodes of Season 5 Grey’s Anatomy was great, but I would probably never do it.
    First, I highly doubt I’ll join any part of the U.S. Army, even the U.S. Air Force. Though I could join before medical school and they will pay my tuition, but I don’t like that I have to still need them during residency, which could take 3 to 7 years depending on what specialty I go in, neurosurgery is 6 years usually, which means I would have to work for the Army for 10 years. That means in my early 40s I should be out of all debt, money and service wise. Well in that time, America can be in another war and I may have to go to a different part of the world near a war zone. I would like helping people, but not so much when I risk my life. That could potentially mean the people I’m helping and myself could be killed instantly. 
    Second, I highly doubt I’ll save a stranger. I may not have courage to save a family member. Twisted, but true for me. They are part of me, they should be important to me. Society may frown upon that, but everyone doesn’t conform to society, In society, people die and people get killed, just like people who don’t conform to society. This prospective of mines may change, but I may never know. I fear death. Not others dying so much, but my death. I doubt I’m alone, but I feel like it. People don’t like thinking about death, well not liking so much to say. They don’t want to think about it, but sadly I do. Revelations are not things I like, to many others it may. This just shows how twisted I am. It just shows how much of a Cristina Yang I am. It just shows how much I need a Meredith Grey in my life…
-Samuel

Why I Love Grey's Anatomy...


As you know, my favorite show ever is Grey’s Anatomy. It’s not that it’s medical based, but the personality of the characters and how reckless and crazy they are. They do things that other hospitals, described in the show, don’t do. Though reckless and crazy, they save lives.
My favorite characters are Cristina Yang and Jackson Avery. They are complete opposites. Jackson is laid back and possibly the best doctor out of the residents on his work and ideas and save hundreds of lives a day, but he works in plastics, which means he won’t save as many lives and works on looks and making it perfect. I didn’t like how he went down on April Kepner, but they I am. Kind of like a double standard. He shouldn’t have took her virginity because she valued it, but then he was the best one to take it on the show because he actually cared for her. Well, then again it was Kepner’s decision to lose it. Truthfully, if I was her I would lose to him too, but I rather be more sober and not on a high from punching a guy in the face whose job I stole.
Cristina Yang maybe even better than Avery. She is wild and crazy and has a changing personality. Her and I are very similar. Always the one to keep your feelings inside, the one who is seen as crazy, and can be unpredictable. She can be dangerous in the OR, but that is what makes her great. Also her sarcastic remarks make her great.
I hope to be like both by the time I get residency. Be handsome and caring like Avery, but be average height, crazy, wild, and a sarcastic ass like Yang. Plus I want a Cristina-Meredith friendship. I want someone to be my person and I want to be someone’s person. I kind of want my residency to be filled of drama like Grey’s Anatomy, except the hospital massacre, dying of friends, and getting myself into a relationship where my other half cheats on me. I want a Grey’s Anatomy life and I do want to be able to say: “It is a great day to save lives.” Hopefully I’m able to one day…
-Samuel

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Thinking About College...


Well, Columbia University sent me some information yesterday about their school and potentially applying there in my Senior year of high school. I never thought about applying to Columbia University. I forgot it is an Ivy League school. That’s sad to me because in the 8th grade a few of my classmates and me went on a Spring Break field trip to visit many Ivy League schools and prestigious schools like Harvard, Yale, Princeton, Georgetown, Howard, and Columbia. Columbia wasn’t typical like the other Ivy League schools. The atmosphere was more relaxed and it wasn’t as big as the other schools. It was really nice, especially since it is in New York City.
This brought to my attention that I need to make a college list. Fortunately I have. The colleges and their programs that are in my list currently is as follows in order of which ones I like:
  1. Harvard University
  2. Northwestern University HPME Program (BS/MD Program; 7/8 years)
  3. Yale University
  4. Princeton University
  5. Brown University PLME Program (BS/MD; 7/8 years)
  6. John Hopkins
  7. Cornell University
  8. Columbia University
  9. Penn State (BS/MD; 6/7 years)
  10. Dartmouth College
  11. Emory University
  12. Georgetown University
  13. Boston University (BS/MD; 7/8 years)
  14. Howard University (BS/MD; 6 years)
  15. Georgia Tech
  16. Georgia State
  17. University Of Missouri: Kansas City (BS/MD; 6 years)
  18. Valdosta State University
I know that it is a long list, but at least I made a list and I have until the spring of my Junior year to the beginning of my summer Senior year to condense this list down. Hopefully I can get it down to less than 10 because admission application fees average about $50 each (high estimate), so $900 just in application fees isn’t so exciting. I’ll post my stats since the end of Sophomore year when I officially get my report card in the mail. Though if I’m accepted to some schools, I could get free tuition because my family makes less than $60,000 a year, so schools such as Harvard, Yale, Cornell, John Hopkins, Northwestern, etc. either pay most to all my tuition, fees, room & board, etc. Colleges like Valdosta may give me a full ride due to my academic achievements, such as a 3.8+ GPA, top 5% ranking in my class, etc. A lot of decisions to make in the future!
-Samuel

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

The Beginning Of A Little Boy...


Well this is my first ever post on this blog documenting my life. I decided to start this blog after being on http://studentdoctor.net/, a website that deals with the medical field and progression from high school to becoming a physician. I’ve been browsing this website for months and found a post where undergraduate students and medical students posted their blog links and would discuss their lives. I read through many and had an epiphany: Why don’t I make a blog for my life. I want to be a physician and always wanted to journal about my life, so my not start a blog. I do have a Tumblr, but that is for more humorous post. I’ll try to blog as much as I can, especially since its the Summer for me and I have nothing better to do. Let me give you some background about me.
Well, the is Samuel and I’m Nigerian-American. Hopefully you know I’m a guy from my name, but if you didn’t know I am. My father is 100% Nigerian and my mother is African-American mixed with Cherokee. I’m 15 years old as of today and my birthday is August 31st. I like to crack jokes and I can describe myself as outgoing due to cracking jokes. Some of my friends describe me as an “asshole”. I do have the normal nicknames of a Samuel: Sam, Sammy, etc., but a nickname I do like that one of my friends gave me is SirSamAlot. The reason why she gave me this name is because I laugh a lot. This comes with me cracking jokes and seems like each year since the 7th grade my laugh would change. Such as the pitch and the extra sound s I make when laughing, such as slapping my hand against a table or wall or sounding like I’m choking on something. I like the change for some reason.
I’m officially Junior in high school and I’m glad and sad at the same time, glad I’m getting closer to graduating high school, but sad that this is considered the most stressful year of high school. This is when you start choosing colleges you want to go to, start scholarships (though you can start as early as elementary for some scholarships), take more harder classes (I’m currently scheduled to take three AP classes, but that might change less or crazily more), and take the SAT and/or ACT. I’m not ready for any of that yet, but hopefully before Summer ends I’ll be ready…hopefully. The thought of taking the SAT and ACT scares me. Those two exams are a big factor in helping colleges pick applicants, the biggest in my opinion. I should be finding a way to study them right now, but I’m to lazy.
My current goal right now in life is to be a physician. Either a neurosurgeon, orthopedic surgeon, or pediatric surgeon. All are hard achievements to accomplish, especially trying to be a neurosurgeon. Let me explain why each specialty interests me:
Neurosurgery: The brain is the most complex part of the human body. It controls the many actions of the human being. For example, me deciding to make a blog and not making me motivated enough to type this blog entry. Also you work with the spine and the nerves on the body near both the brain and spine. Being a neurosurgeon can give you the feeling of being able to save someones life from a tumor, hemorrhage, or a parasite in or on the brain or help someone walk again from being paralyzed due to their spine being damaged, but you repaired it. It comes with great triumphs, but the trials aren’t great. You can potentially kill someone, actually some neurosurgeons see death easily everyday, which can be hard to deal with. Hopefully I can deal with that going through medical scool.
Orthopedics: With this you fix people’s bones that are deformed or they broke. The skeleton interests me with its great weight it deals with each day, you. The most intriguing part is the spine. The part of the body that directs our movement, with the help of the brain. I can’t give a good analogy of it because it still depends on the brain. Well, a car analogy might be good. It is like the steering wheel of a car. It controls how the car move, but something else controls it, a human, or with a body analogy the brain. I could just be a neurosurgeon and do surgeries on the spine and the brain, but the thought of multiple deaths a day that are indirectly, and sometimes theoretically, caused by me itself something you want to deal with each time you go home.
Pediatrics: Well this can be interpreted in ways with what I’m about to type: I DON’T like children. I know. How can you be a pediatric surgeon, but not like kids? That is the whole point of that specialty. Plus you’re still considered a kid to some! Well , the point is I don’t like bad children, like the ones who cuss, be disrespectful to others all the time, and try to belittle you, though they are smaller than you are. Well, usually in pediatric surgery, these type of kids don’t exist usually. They are sick and tired and just want to get better. I’m not talking about the they just have a cold kids, but the kids who have life threatening diseases and/or complications. They usually have a positive attitude because their parents and others around them are sad, depressed, and worried. This may not be true because I interpret this through T.V., but from the blogs I read from medical students going through rotation, they post how the kids are sweet and kind. The main problems here is that the age range is important, in my opinion. You have to operate differently on an 14 month year old baby than on a 14 year old kid, so that will be a lot of learning. Plus you have worrying parents that can lose their temper if you don’t do things the way the hope you would. This is greatly expected since the patient is their child, the most important aspect in their life. I would be hostile to if things wouldn’t get better for my kid. The positives are good though. You can save a innocent person’s life. A life that has a lot to live for and accomplish. A life that is still happy even when the worse comes. Plus I can combine my love for the brain and spine in this specialty and do a pediatric neurosurgery residency. Bring in my hopes of working on the brain and spine plus saving an innocent life who has been happy through the journey and seeing the smiles from parents and receiving much thanks and hugs is rewarding.
I may have just found my true passion from just typing this. Being a pediatric neurosurgeon sounds good. Hopefully, like the say on Grey’s Anatomy, I can go into the OR look at my staff and say: “It’s a great day to save lives today!”
-Samuel